2 years back i fell in love with one of my classmate and at that time....i was so stupid that i don't even know how to talk with someone....i started talking with her on instagram but as i said before because of lack of social skills and my immaturity she started ignoring me which was obvious....but still from past 2 years am not able to forgot her....from past 2 years she always comes in my dream and i always starts crying so much...even i know i can't correct my mistakes but my mind is not ready to accept that she will never comeback again....what shoul i do ?

I did, 2 years ago but she never replied....i don't know why do i like her....like recently 2 girls those were crush of so many boys in liked me and one of them also proposed me yes they both looks better than her they're good in so many aspects from her...but still i don't know what's there in her coz of which i can't even think about anyone.... people started hating me and considering me as a dumb just because I've rejected both of the girls just for her

But bruh my mind is not accepting it that she's out of my league, i don't want to forget her but it always hurts me whenever i try to remember her... It always feels like there's a hope that she'll someday come in my life and everything will be fine...feels like i like my mind likes to suffer from that pain to just remember her all the time

Love

I'm feeling anxious jittery restless irritated rude

Anxiety

god i hate studying but stydying is the only way I can change my life 😪

Dreams

I am not a conversationist.  Sorry, but I am not a person you can talk to. Yes I am a women but I DON'T LIKE TALKING. nor I know what to talk. But it's such a pressure to talk, I don't understand, why nobody understands I don't like talking but expects me to talk. Making me feel bad but expect me to make them feel good. WHY I AM NOT IMPORTANT? BUT YOU?

Frustration

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Happy

I was in a situationship with a guy
I am fat and I loved myself for the way I was before he came in my life
We met through tinder
He said he right swiped me coz he likes chubby girls and he found me pretty
But then slowly he started suggesting that I would more sexy if I lost a few kgs
He said a friend of his lost a lot of weight by going to some weight loss place and wanted me to visit that place
Then slowly he started saying things like our sex life would improve if I lost weight. 
All this made me wonder if I should lose weight
I started disliking the way I am
Now we have broken up but still he msgs sometimes. 
But I have lost my confidence in the way I look and on some level forgotten to love myself the way I am
Don't know how to get my confidence back

Self Love

Every smile has a different story.

3am Thoughts

29/11/22

WHO IS IT 

I try not to fight
I can't win the peace
My mind is a lie
But wherever I would seek
Why is it in my body?
Not the body that is in pain?
Why is it sorrowful?
Everywhere in my vein

Not traya be distracted
But is it me the one who did it
Isn't it obvious that
I don't know what is it?
Or I say who is it?

I was the mutual friends they meet through me.. but now they are totally ignoring me, making plans ike i m no one and they become best friends i feel so bad 

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