14 years into a relationship… 6 years into marriage… never felt this helpless… i knw i am a strong woman… but everyday i pick myself up and start afresh in the hope dat my hubby would start valuing me…pandemic has changed him… he is not the one i used to love… i die everyday… my wet pillows know the pain… i dnt want any help… just wanna vent my emotions so i feel light…

You are strong 💪, we all hope tomorrow is better and it will be better. 
Be strong, chin up, and smile. More strength and power to you.

I don’t know what to do r8 now...my life has become so miserable...i was  happy in  life...back than 4/3 years ago...i don’t know what happening....  I don’t study much(btw was a good student also) not happy with my life.... Everything happening Against my will. My day goes my miserably... Eat- sleep-1/2 study -overthinking -...i can't focus in my life even though I'm trying  a lot... 😞  

3am Thoughts

What comes to your mind when i say happiest moment of your life ?

Adulting

I don't know if its just me. But I'm not too popular; and I don't care because that doesn't matter forever, I'm not a super model; thats okay as long as I have personality looks don't matter, I'm used to getting abused; its okay because if someone's made ill be their punching bag, I'm used to being apart of the crowd and goin with the flow and not really mattering; because I'm not used to the attention so why start getting comfy with it, I've tried to end it; but it never works so maybe thats a sign I'm meant to keep taking pain, I can't speak around people I have to put on a fake personality; that's okay no one will ever know who you are. I'm tired and so sad because I'm okay with things that aren't okay but ill allow them to happen.

Mental Illness

Going through a very rough time in my life. Recently have my heart broken and now I don't know how to cope with it. Earlier I wanted to do so much in life now I don't even feel like living another day.

Depression

You can hurt my feelings cuz I don’t have any:)


Just here thinking about my life. Sometimes i just feel so alone. 

Anxiety

Does true Love even exists? I don't think so.

Love

Just a short view of how my life is:
Alone in an horrifying and terrorising college with no bestfriend with me. One of my bestfriend is in different class and we barely meet because of our different recess timings while the other one is still in school and another one is is different college. 
Waking up and going through the same hell everyday is very panicking? I guess. 
Not like I'm anti-social and avoid people, I have made friends here but bestfriends are something else, right? I don't know when I'll meet you guys and have some us time but I hope it's as soon as possible. I miss you guys so much. I just want to see you guys again and hug you. 
Okaay, lecturers of college are not even lecturers. They just come and insult us and then dump some knowledge on our head and then leave. 
This is getting way too long. To anyone reading this, I appreciate you. Just knowing you read this means alot.

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